There comes a time in your life where you realize that some things you thought were amazing are actually lies where people you saw as a hero is actually someone who is going to shape the rest of your life… for the worst. Knowing that you trusted someone and they took that trust and hidden it where only you could find it when you have opened your eyes to it. What is trust and what does it go beyond. What is it that makes us trust someone. And why do some people break that trust over and over again leaving you powerless and fear full. How do you get over someone that you trusted grabbing that trust for the last time and threw it through a stain glass window. People are too nice. They think one last time… one last time i will let them back in, they have changed, they wont hurt us this time. The word AGAIN means that you thought that the last time and the time before and what happened… stained glass window was just sellotaped not glued. So gradually as weeks/months go by the sellotape peels off, and your trust begins to thin. Then you get the crack… the crack in the window, the smack in the face. There is only so much you can take of trusting someone don’t let it ruin your life don’t let that make you weak. Someday you will realize that person has not only moved on but making the same mistakes they made with you and they will for how long?

Even if you stood still and watched everything move around you one day someone would push past you and move then you just wouldn’t know what to do. Sometimes in life you just wish you could stay out of the way encase you get hurt and so what if you do get hurt we all get hurt. Most people are not worried about us getting hurt but others around us because we are just as defenseless to those who are hurting around you and all you can do is try and be there for them but you just wish you could do more. By thinking that you are helping them because they know that you are there for them and that they care so this is me caring and being here for them.